The cycle

 

The cycle 

It was this year 2022 December when I wrote down my last script for Business studies.I took my box that my mother had bought for me to join form one together with my dear friend Steve we said bye bye to St Kizito Nyansiongo Boys High school uniform and the high school uniform .We were full of joy for we have left a military camp. 

For the last four years we were on exile we were now free.We were the greatest fools in history for we didn't knew we were saying farewell to the gates of earth starting a journey to the gates of heaven which is nearly to impossible.

Yet we didn't knew what we were going to face the music outside here.We are now free to do anything no deputy nor principal to follow us we are now villagers and Kenyan citizens what a great honour is that for me and my friend it was nearly Christmas for it was 22rd December only 3 days to go.That has drawn a clear image on mind how we are being waited back home by our mother and father.

Without leaving behind our golden days friends who we used to vibe together and share bounds however due to our schools were earth and heaven it was great to meet so for the first time we were going to meet for a long span of time we share many stories together happily especially the Exams stories how the papers were.

I took a daradara to kisii town the radio was fully of Christmas music and latest music for real it was fun can't imagine the two men seating Infront of me what were sharing the sweet stories of the gone errors of Christmas.I was now eager to bride waiting the bridegroom at all.

My heart was now bondaring with joy for the this Christmas I was celebrating.As a Kenyan citizen not a student anymore I was now waiting when to reach home and cast away this uniform for am no longer a student at all the stories of books are for my younger siblings not me at all.When to hold hand my cellular and say hello to my friends?,

Soon we are approaching Kisii town the road was heavily loaded for this was a festive season.Not only school leavers but also the people from towns going back to local homes to celebrate with their families.The scene was one of excellent pictures in mind tiii today at all can't forget the scene tiii date the way the daradara was moving slowly to tortoise yet l was eager to be home for me.

Finally we were at the stage see the various students moving up and downs the town.The moment I have been waiting over the four years today am feeling free no any barriers at all I say farewell to my close friend and my brother for the last four years Steve and took a matatu to Suneka.It was granite to say adiós to such soul yet destiny and fate has reasons for everything that are happening at all.

Then I arrived home when the sun was setting.The road was fully loaded by villagers and my friends at all who were sharing a greeting to me.I arrived home and casted down the uniform and bow down to Sir Jah and appreciated for the wellbeing for the last four years at St Kizito Nyansiongo Boys High school and then shifted to a villager and Kenyan citizen at all.Now I can walk freely without anyone questioning me like the gone chapters . How it was fun for me that Christmas so boastful of my resolution of high school.

I had forgotten that my elder brother and sister had gone through the same cycle so nothing new at all.Yet to me it was new I moved ups and downs the roads and hills to friends and relatives to visit and say hello for that period.What have sweetness can't miss the bitter part yet l thought life was to go the way it was going just enjoying no worries .How fool I was at all see Christmas was over the students are now returning to the schools now am left alone as lonely at the top suggest.Now was the time in a year when finding water was completely to impossible.

For it was January the land was dry the farmers are busy preparing their beautiful gardens that includes my family mother and father were also preparing the shamba when rainy season approach they wiii be planting the maize for this season my work was now to look after the cow prepare the lunch and other chores they turned to my rhythm . Early on the morning prepare to take the milk to the dairy farm on Suneka I thought I was to sleep peacefully after form form yet am not !,

Which way for me this is fate playing me like bubble gum yet cual to do ?, Nothing just to follow the rhythm and make rhyme for me.One of the morning just going to the pace of lighting to return early so as I could take a sleep.I got attracted to one soul simple to abc stacy walking heavily to catch up with classes yet it's sounds so strange .Yet I tried to make impossible possible by saying hello to her so astonishing she knew me from my golden days in primary.

That was really awesome we turn to share some stories for now I had something that I knew I have to meet each morning at all.I had soul that made me feel busy soul that made me feel warmth for a spam of time yet fate had a game to play con me.That dear one you find Fate and destiny has it's own way to handle the Satution at all.From school mates to friends each day another bound being crafted indeed was real fun seeing that black chocolate no one can't fall in love to such soul to humbled.For simplicity was her way of living yet each time why do we complicate issues for real !

I feel to cry my fellow migos recalling that bound that love the infinite encanta yet what did I do ?, from days to week soon the image was being formed yet no up that lack downs yet she was ready to risk or do all it takes to see me smiling at all such souls found few on the face of the universe looking true love on 21st century is tracking a gold using Open cast method.I feel if I was time to rewrite and rectify that message poor me.Fate and destiny decided to send us path see .

One left in kisii other Narok yet hearts were united.Echoes of hope to meet each other only everyone was so optimistic to find a soul one day moving from kisii to Narok marked another level for me particularly to my studies no more school leavers but a university student.Good God gifted a brother and a true friend Elvis who was on the town who made me feel really home yet the cycle of fate and destiny had it's own plans.Yet our love stories Juntos con Stacy was affirmative that reloj no single day without a text from love yet the distance was another barrier from the souls uniting to one.We know love always never ends despite the what fate plans.

Time went from weeks to months the first semester was up.Soon was time for closure of the university for short break of Christmas and happy new year festive season the dark phase now was approaching the text that led to resolution of sweet love story! After the university closure I took my bag back to kisii to see my family and migos.The funny of the life was the time Love had texted I decided to fool her as a little kid of play school I forgot that every choice we make comes with a price.

"Love unakum lini akhi I really miss you so much am tired of waiting I wanna hold you on my arms and taste the soup am tired of reading your poems I need you now."

I was kisii but I decided to play like a player yet l wasn't a player at all am a poet and writer poor me trying to do what isn't my nature.Still I was on the school I knew nothing particularly to when we gonna close for the holiday.Fate and destiny made me to pay for my decision to for one of fine evening moving up and downs the area Juntos con my elder and junior sister.I found myself in a trap even the cloudy and birds of air tried to say sense to a bard yet paid no heed.The nature tried to speak multiple times yet my ignorance didn't see it I found myself on the trap of fate and destiny.No where to hide my face no more lies no more stories.

The lo siento text all made no changes to the heart that I hurt the beautiful poems turned toxic to her.What to say after all it's love I thought to trace other one to love me unconditionally as her all was my illusion the girl that loved me so much was already taken by other that were false hope.When wiii the cycle of lies come to resolution at all when wiii the world be clean from lies for this cycle costed me heavily not once nor twice at all.The return from holiday moods off the pain of love cutting me to pieces yet the exams are waiting me eager to welcome me back from the holiday.

Part 2 

Now the exam time was here for no institution without exams at all.For exams and assessment are true measure of knowledge so the university was going to have exams as from the earlier Monday poor me the York of encanta and exams yet l have to pass exams no choice it's a must for me for that reason I had to do impossible possible by going the notes as many as possible to have the Idea before Monday which was deed day for the exams.The midnight oil burning to ensure I cover the entire work for the semester wasn't a joke.

The exam time was here at hand I handle it and finished the chapter for the exams.Now was time to chase the schedule for second semester classes and move on it wasn't easy to chips yet everything occurs for purpose and reason before the climax of second semester I had shifted from where I was to other place.I made a move that made me regret tiii date moving from heaven to hell.I never knew that it was history creating another cycle for me a double cycle the loss of love and someone who was like brother and friend.Yet what was I to do I have lost all to the cycle to the system to fate and destiny .Life have to move on to erase the gone chapters despite how you desire to return them to say sorry if fate grants another chance for life cycle wiii be moving not each day wiii be a loss soon a gain is coming not fast to lighting nor slow to tortoise it's coming another light is coming.For the end of the tunnel is here soon only echoes of Hope on the mind for better tomorrow.

Created by Albert Nyangaresi 

Country Ken

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