Love And Pain

 

 Love And Pain

They say true love isn't there !! But Kelly had once in a while. True love that is beyond measure , do you recall ? Gaze what the Romeo and Juliet love , that is what Kelly used to enjoy it . As we know nothing is permanent . The true love reached a satution why Kelly had a pride . He didn't realise he was sending Skylark away just as lighting. That bond , that love ! , is it present today ? , Kelly fully occupied with chats , from Fai but so sorry things went a part. Below blue sky every thing is possible . Just a text and relationship end !! So sorry yet Kelly at that moment didn't see as big thing . Time went as fast as deer deeply somebody daughter hurt . Hurt by pain of love. Kelly knew nothing of her busy writing ✍️✍️✍️ , enjoy with other but nothing painful, like love beneath the blue sky, Kelly decided to try new love but Kell is not good at love one who knew it was Fai . It was sweet sugar to lick at the start but Kelly thought gonna enjoy like early irony occurring . He got someone who is everyone Bebe . What a scene , those memories , those calls , those messages from Fai start to ring in mind. How to say to her , how to express it, after all l deed to her just questions ?

To be continued...

The love story started , just like a joke by Kelly and Fai it was back days when both were in high school. Man is to words God is to deeds who thought ? Who expected Kelly to link up with Fai ? Kelly was someone who was afraid , shy and humble guy . That did not start in high school , back days in primary school where it started . Kelly had a challenge when facing opposite gender . He finished the primary level to high school yet still nothing happened . However he had managed to do many things . Many link up in high school with different members . A cross Kenya still he had that fear facing girls though music festival had happened in their school . Kelly didn't change at all he remained same person . One day Kelly was going from school to home as usual. It was a holiday break all.schools had break for holiday it was a heavy rainy Thursday , Kelly was busy foreshadowing how he gonna be home. He took a Dara Dara to kisii . Too eager to meet little sister and other family members . He took a Dara Dara on a heavy rain day . Too seat behind Kelly was Fai he did knew her , she had a blanket for her mother . Kelly heart was beating heavily as the church drum . He didn't say anything at moment . Both took reach the destination . She walked out first , then Kelly followed . Kelly Was so doubtful of her . Since he has never interacted with any girl in his life timeline . Kelly was attracted with the look and simplicity of her by the smile. Hello 👋 , am Alberto Kelly , l feel to know you , can l know you please ? , Yeah why not Call me Faith , nice name l see . Where can l trace you ? Don't worry you gonna meet me !!, okay let l leave me my number you gonna contact me when home . It is fine l gonna text you later when am home . Everyone went to various home , Kelly was so eager , as bride and bride groom for a text from Fai, heart was purely , clear to hold Fai love . The text come after two days later. Kelly was a king the day . Interacted with opposite gender he really enjoyed to fullest . Love now being built by trust and loyalty , good luck was Kelly was a church boy and Fai was a chairlady of the youth at their church. So sorry all the plans to meet failed each time . No one had chance to meet the other one. Kelly return to school , also Fai return to school back days when 8-4-4 system was working , in Kenyan both were one the last stage . Kelly and Fai were both Form 4 but different schools . True love is never broken by distance , nor it is built with distance by trust , loyalty and honesty . That was how Kelly knew and believed , first time Kelly too had a story to narrate to fellow students at the school . How he had traced a Skylark , how is madly in love with Fai . Members were just laughing , due to the class knew Kelly since he joined form 1 now hear is the 4th year the last year , how possible ? , Everyone just new Kelly was cooking up a story too , to make them laugh . No one believed Kelly at the time , time went Kelly really missed Fai alot . However no one he was going to share it to he kept it deeply down in the heart. Time went so fast it was the last term for the year heading to half-term break , heart was yearning to meet Fai . The break day reach Kelly head was wondering , when he gonna be outside , of the military camp , to just hear her voice, if fate o destiny can't all them to link up . Time had understand Kelly pain to meet the lover . Kelly went directly to home no place he stood like others students who were on Streets. Kelly reach home and retrieved the smart phone . Immediately he texted he didn't waste even a single second. Good Fai had been home one day the text was replied within Micro -seconds . Kelly was a lark the day he felt to shout to universe, to everyone to know he has traced a Skylark. So cute , humbled , kind all the attributes were in her. Yet he can't say it due to still were students . The half-term break was too short the three days break , you can't imagine !!, now the return was Dec 22 plus after nation examination.

Everyone one just chilling waiting , to see the results how things gonna be . Stiii love firm as affirmative . Can not imagine , nor described the love of Kelly and Fai it was beyond measure for real. The morning message , the calls made Kelly feel more , loved Kelly felt feelings and was Kelly first love . The first love is always true love . Kelly was a poet but back days he didn't believe in himself a lot like today . He wanna be a global poet , no day Kelly missed even a single text . Each day it was a must a text morning and later for night . What love , so loyal to sand of sea . 

Deed day for knec exams to be released things were okay for Kelly , bad to Skylark that is Fai . Things went astray Fai didn't manage to get a ticket to campus . Kelly went to campus . Yet we know love is beyond measures still love was intact . However campus started , to change Kelly step by step. That true love started to fade however Fai was still , committed to Kelly . Calls and Messages were on to sorry to say Fai had returned to high school back again .To do if things gonna change and make it to campus . Wow it's a big surprise to say it she tried , work so to make mother , family and Kelly proud of she made it to campus the next year , yet her dreams were not to jion to campus were to join in Kmtc , The dark days started to be experienced . that is Kelly developed pride . Development arrogance he saw why a must to have one girl . Great mistake that made him to regret , outside there are many girls but finding true love like of Fai . It is completely complex to granite . Kelly thought everyone is Fai so humble , so kind but outside there people aren't good at all . Kelly one evening told Fai she is free to do anything she likes she is not a slave of their love . What a big blow ! To Fai , Did you find someone else in the campus ? , Hopefully you gonna not regret your statements ? , the last word of Fai Kelly saw it like a joke . Time went Kelly decided to try new love story , with one girl , joan Kelly saw he had traced Skylark . He has found paradise to settle with so sorry , if he had known l would have apologized to Fai, as we know true love never ends it's eternal . Yet Kelly didn't knew he moved on with a tiktoker so sorry . To Kelly finding love from broken love , broken soul so sorry indeed . Leaving true love just for funny tiktoker !! Can't imagine , how fate can be , how destiny can play game with you . Yet young humbled , fresh in thinking . It happened Kelly relationship , started with Joan , like a joke , just from tiktok . The love grew day , by day but the bond of Fai and Kelly was strong , was affirmative . Kelly used to see daily chats . This relationship no daily texts , no calls , what a scene , yet you are in love , the worst part is text pin yet not seen busy posting , what love ? , what a scene !! , Kelly was hurt he decided to ignore her , and leave love , for good , optimistic one day , one time he gonna re- unite with Fai , Destiny or fate gonna bring back the lost love . The lost lovers.

It was a chilly Friday , Kelly was busy making notes for his fanbase.Months really have gone since he had of Fai . As he was just busy writing ✍️✍️ Kelly thought that why not to try writing various forms of poetry .He was making for his fanbase as samples and brain thought Fai . Kelly didn't waste even a moment he just decided to create new poems with same title"Sorry"he started with a free verse tiii he finished with a modern sonnet of 14 lines.Kelly thought to share the various groups as usually.He posted to his account, then various groups on Facebook then he decided to take little break from writing ✍️✍️ to listen the music " amapiano, afro beats and bongo" while washing the utensils for lunch . Time has gone he opened the cellular to see various reactions . Form different parts of the world 🌎. For real Kelly felt one in a million to see beautiful comments and reactions . To Acrostic poem then over sudden there was new person friend requesting and replying the story of Kelly. " Do you know Fai ? " One of Kelly's lines had Fai en it . Kelly at first said noooo ,due to countious asking Kelly told him to go and read the story. Love and pain that is published on Wattpad . Kelly didn't knew who the guy was the guy took his precious time to read the story that was published on Wattpad you know what followed next ? 

For real we humans are of words,God whom keeps the promises.Kelly got a big blow do you know what was that ? , After reading the entire story on Wattpad the guy said "Do you know am Fai husband ?"

Kelly was left in a dilemma what to say, where to start where to finish , " My promise l gonna be with you love, tiii dead gonna be a reason to separate us.My love is beyond measure no one can be like me leave behind all the stories of Kante and kelcys . You just be loyal to me alone l gonna give you love do you see the love story of Romeo and Juliet , that gonna be like me and you Kelly. Do not be worried for l wiii be next to you , no one gonna snatch you lovely "

" Tears down the cheek when Kelly recall the fake promises that Fai promised ."

Why me after all ,l saw l had found heart ,l have found one true love to love be tiii end of time. Then where did the table turn up maybe due to Kelly l have no money to give ? , maybe Kelly l am addicted to poetry writing ? Why me after all when l see l have found one true love she is taken away from me recall very well Kante was taken two days to valentine's day , kelcys went also now Fai is gone for good ! Why God me each time those l found , those l give my heart to love them tiii my ripe age . Why they are taken From me every moment, what fate up to me why destiny each time snatch my true love for life? Yet l can't cry at all 

Am not good at crying , am good at writing for my fanbase .

Kelly was really hurt recalling very well even the same Fai who told Kelly was joining KMTC all was a plan . That Fai calculated nothing is really painful like love , nothing sweet like love when find one true love . The text Kelly sent months ago were now replied , however the mood and tone to the reply can make one cry. "Why are you following my life , do you know me "

Kelly see a different Fai at first time in history . The simple Fai had now turned to toxic she had changed alot for real that even left Kelly to reply " your questions gonna be answered one day not today" The husband had said Kelly to delete all the parts that in poetry mention Fai Kelly deleting the parts it's like deleting entire work that is published . That Kelly took sleepless night to see,the book published that's Poetry De Encanta by Albert Nyangaresi.Kelly just replied humble those new lines that were written not yet published gonna be deleted . Those published gonna remain same way they were . The chat ended Kelly now mind was full of question , heart was really hurt Kelly had learnt lesson for life don't judge a book by it's cover . Kelly had known Fai can't betray him but today same church girl hurt Kelly. Love those you can see , those you can spend time with them together at moment .

Kelly was left broken, left no where to go no friends to go to no Skylark to text and vibe with .